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19.06.2024 14:06 post meridiem
The girl I was talking to has a partner. I'm kind of hurt and upset. I really thought there would be something, but I don't know what I expected. I'm an unlovable loser who should probably just kill herself at this point. I'm never going to have a partner, so why bother?
16.06.2024 06:29 ante meridiem
I'm genuinely so fucking upset. Yesterday I was browsing that stupid fucking femcel dating app (you know the one) (don't ask me why I use it) (I'm a lonely bitch) and there was this tgirl who I wanted to message. Unfortunately I am a pussy so I didn't. Well, turns out she has a girlfriend, and for some reason I'm...almost heartbroken. I had a pretty intense crush on her, sigh. Oh well. maybe they'll break up hahahahahaha /j
I hung out with my friend yesterday. We watched a film and played a game (both LEGO related; not usually my thing but it was fun ngl). Then I came home. I wish I hadn't. My mom was drunk as FUCK and I'm really scared to face her today. My dad told me that she went to buy wine yesterday while I was away so I don't know if she'll drink right after waking up. I don't know this woman. This isn't my mother. I don't know what happened to her.